Monday, May 25, 2009

study for my last sem final...

So happy coz this is my last sem dy,but also feel pekcek....need study final...
walao eh,pekcek lo....many of thing wan to memories and study...
I wan fast fast finish it....And wish the god bless me can pass all the subject and get the good result...^^...want continue study dy...

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

FYP competion and Dean Award

hahaha.hohoho....finally finish all my FYP thing....But in addition,still got two presentation need to go...so i dunno can relax
or not....but actually quite ok la!!!!today dean list and is my fyp competition,can say happy and also can say got abit moody.
because i jus take two two certificate only...huhuhu...heee,nothing la...actually i hope i can in the competition can get no.3,
but bo bian....god arrange dy..hee!!!!but actually is ok la,moody a while than ok dy...and another thing will make me moody also
is the best student award,i aspect she will get it...but in the end is my other fren...she told me she nothing,but actually i know
her very sad.So i also feel abit sad and moody...if she can direct told me,she very moody and sad...i think i will feel more
well.She is a strong gal,everything her can hander by herself...So sometime if i know she is crying for something,i also nothing
can do....She won't let me know clearly!!!!So sometime i will ignore her....last night we all prepare and design for today
competition board,and i also ignore her.Then want go back dy,she come and ask me wat happen o.Than me sipek guai lan,
i say i tulan.She say i didn't do anything wrong ler.but i don wan response her.
Haiz,very automatic ahhhhhh!!!!
ok la,tat all for today,gd luck for her FYP...^^

Saturday, May 2, 2009

我好想醉哦。。。。

我又回来了。。。但这次是用华语了哦。呵呵!!现在是凌晨4:41am。。我刚刚冲好涼,正躺在床写着blog,好像我是夜猫子哦。。
哈哈,其实我是刚clubbing回来啦。。为什么我还是这么精神呢,嗨!!!我好想醉哦,太多太多烦恼了我。。。都是因为一个她!!!
虽然我没醉,但我的朋友(宝业)尽然醉了。。。太不可思议,他尽然喝这么多。但也好啦。让他发泄所有的不开心,喊也喊过了,哭也哭过了。
我想明天他的心情会更好吧。他也是因为一个“女人”。。嗨!!!我呢,更别说了,到现在还是无法把她给忘了。我宁愿今天醉的人会是我。
酱至少我可以好好的哭一场,好好的睡。。就因为她,我不懂能怎样了。我每天酱强颜欢笑,真的能熬过去吗???有时我真希望你能真真的
了解我一下。。。心里的难受往往就是不能让你发泄到完。。。它一定会残留一丝丝的回忆在你脑海里。。。现在的我,好难受哦!!!我是不
是应该避开你呢?还是据续???好了,就写到这。。。是时候睡觉了。。。我还是无法把你从我心里给删除掉。。。想你。。。!!!晚安。。

I still missing U

I coming back to write blog jor!!!!haiz...finish my fyp(final year project)..and alot of assignments..feel so relax dy lo.hahaha
but though i relaxing now,actually i not hapi,is collapse and sadness,coz now no need to think all the project,but change to
thinking about her...how come,always thinking when i beside her and hang out wit her and many many.....
when i alone at midnight,i will cry and think so many things!i'm trying to forgot her,forgot her and forgot her....
but still come back to thinking her and missing her...I'm telling myself she is pass dy,but y my heart always want me do like
tat ler!!!so long didnt feel like tat dy...yesterday night my jb fren come to my hometown find and go back melaka...
we play dota till 3am more,haha..all crazy dy,so when finish the dota all slp directly and like a pig...heee
jus leave me alone not willing to slp...but i know whole night i got dream about her,not jus apart only,is whole my dream is her.
In addition,this few days i goin hometown also always thinking her....izzit want me finding back her????but is impposible right,
coz is pass think dy.Now,i jus want to try to colourful my life at my future....anywhere,i still loving u...Do u hear me???when i
shout u,calling u and missing u....I not dare to say u is my whole life,but i can say is in my heart,u dy have apart in my heart,
is nobody can replace...